FOREVER X JAPAN~

You left me with a hole in my heart.

which will never heal.

Everytime I think of you, that hole burns.

and it hurst so much, I could feel the pain and that pain is not going away.

I get shivers down my spine, I get butterflies in my stomach.

why can't you just love me? so both of us can end our pain.

Is it so much of a forbidden love?

I really don't think I can continue my life like this anymore.

It's very sad to tell you, that I think I'm going into depression and I don't know if I can pull out of it.

Sometimes you got to run away so u can see who will run after you.

Sometimes you got to talk quieter just to see whose listening.

Sometimes you got to step up in a fight just to see who is standing by your side.

Sometimes you got to make a wrong decision to see who is there to fix it.

Sometimes you have to let go on the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back.

<3

Thank you

I can never thank you enough for keeping me going.

o my dear god...

its snowing so much in ENGLAND!!!

but so sad that i have exams : (

other people have no school because too much snow for the teachers to drive in...

snow makes me happy : )

but as i said before... there will be a slump in everyones life from time to time..

so yeah...

im single again.. how sad...

but ohwell... i swear i was in chronic depression.. but i guess im better now..

who needs lovers when you have such good friends and family??

i guess ill be fine...

for people who have emailed me and ask...

i told u that.. my hi5... its temporarily closed... and blog yam is closed forever..

but anyways

talk to u guys later..